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It's become kind of obvious today how much of my life has revolved around work. Not just the time spent and the paycheck, but the structure of my plans and the projects I've been doing. Suddenly that structure is no longer there.

And then there's the feeling of being punished for having done something wrong, without knowing what it was. I know that it has nothing to do with me, that it's completely circumstance and I am just a statistic born of a panic-driven business decision.

Knowing is not the same as feeling.

Then there's the feeling of being dumped, that somehow I wasn't good enough. And again, I know it's not true, but it's still there.

It's a murky day.

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windelina
Oct. 16th, 2008 09:21 pm (UTC)
Hey, at least you weren't fired for being a lousy filing clerk.

You know what you need? Omegacon. I know money will be tight, but I'm expecting to see you there, buddy!
molasses
Oct. 17th, 2008 03:33 am (UTC)
i understand this completely.
it's shock. breathe.
azul_ros
Oct. 17th, 2008 03:37 am (UTC)
I know that feeling all too well. I've been fired more than I'd like to admit. And it was always some lame reason. Hang in there.
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