Tom Ramcigam (magicmarmot) wrote,
Tom Ramcigam
magicmarmot

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Awake for no good reason, other than bad dreams. Consistent feeling of anxiety, recurring nightmare; nothing that I can actually grasp upon waking other than the vague feeling of being over my head on some project. Not an unusual feeling, that.

One of the things that I like about Livejournal is the history. I can go back and look at stuff from a year ago, or two years ago, or... well, you get the idea. And I just was looking back over the past Aprils, and realized that this looks to be a time of year when I get cranky.

Case in point: Three years ago, I was job-hunting, having very little luck, and having problems with the city housing inspections folks.

Two years ago, Barb and I were in the final throes of relationship woes. I remember the fights we were having, remember being in the hotel, remember the crankiness.

A year ago I was stressed out over moving back home, and was sick on top of it.

I think I've slowly given up on the looking for love thing. Over the past couple of years I've been sort of oozing into the crazy old man with the weird house mold, and that seems to be more my destiny. Lots of things remaining the same over the span of years.

I go bed now.
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