You need, to some extent, to 'parent yourself' now. There are some things it is unwise for you to keep doing. There are certain ideas you ought to buck up - and some moves that you ought to start making more often. That's fine. Go ahead and be a little more self-disciplined for the sake of your future well-being. But don't be one of those heavy parents that every child fears. Don't impose a ludicrous curfew - or a set of impossible standards on yourself. There has to be understanding and flexibility in your regime.
I once knew a psychic who worked with people in comas. He contacted their spirits, which were wandering in limbo between this world and the next, and tried to convince them to either fully return to their bodies or else let their bodies die and formally exit to the other side. The task you now face is nowhere as dramatically life-and-death as that, Taurus, but it's comparable in a sense: Being neither here nor there is a futile state that you shouldn't continue to accept. Do what's necessary to make the knotty choice with as much grace as possible.
This is one of the best of all influences for group activities or activities with friends. You will feel friendly toward almost everyone, and they will be friendly in return. It is a good time to have friends in for a party or to go out with a group of friends for a good time. You will enjoy each other's company immensely and be much more loving and affectionate with each other. This benefit is not limited to activities with friends. Any situation in which you deal with many people in a group setting, for example a business conference or organizational meeting, is favored by this influence. Your ego energies are low enough so that you can deal agreeably with others, making whatever compromises are necessary without feeling that you are losing something personal that you should defend.
Hmm... do I detect a shit-or-get-off-the-pot message here?