You sound kind of arrogant and paranoid and resentful about women. I'm sorry that you have apparently known some fucked-up people, but come on. Other than that, you sound OK, possibly. Also, maybe get your own 44-year-old ass in shape before setting out the specs for what you want sexually? Cheers.
Okay, I almost just ignored it, but I thought I'd throw it up here for posterity.
Other than that, you sound OK, possibly.
I mean, is that a rousing bit of acclaim, or what?