Still kind of weirded out by the whole death thing. Somebody has been in the backyard-- the table with the lighter was moved-- but I haven't seen an actual person there yet.

Long-term thinkies about my own health, what I'd do if I died (well, besides decompose and all), what kind of things I should plan for. A will, certainly, though who would want all of my crap I don't know. But something more perhaps would be a centrally located envelope with information of things like next of kin, the pets names, who to contact, medical information, that kind of stuff. Something that if I needed to be taken away in an ambulance or a body bag there is an easy place for the officials to identify me and all.

Seems a tad morbid, but practical.

The other part-- the whole being alone part-- that's really hideous right now.