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Wow. Just had an episode of severe romantic cynicism.

Physical ick is making it difficult to exercise. Not exercising is I think bringing me back into depression. I'm going to try and ride tonight, but not in a competitive manner.

Cleaning my room tonight. slow, but progress. Barb has been in the studio doing some severe cleaning and sorting. Somehow that is alienating and... threatening? Not the right word, but in a similarly invasive vein. I'm glad she's doing it, because it will make it tons easier for me to go through the stuff thats there and make it go into the right places.

Bizarre misspellings tonight. Headache, sinus, likely brought about by the cleaning disturbing the uber-layer of pet dander on everything.

Must continue with cleaning. Worst is done in the bedroom. More to do, maybe much more. I just can't seem to get this spot to wash off of my hands...


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Jul. 5th, 2006 02:32 am (UTC)
I should be constructive & clean. I am also feeling extremely sad & emotional over a lack of a relationship. And feeling like it's pointless to hope for the sort of relationship I want. That's one reason I'm holed up lately. I can't handle being around any "happy couples" right now. It's just too painful.
Jul. 5th, 2006 05:12 am (UTC)
A poignantly accurate horoscope:

You're usually a glass-half-full type, but at the moment the level in the glass may look distinctly low, or you may just want to smash the glass altogether. Bad moods are normal -- talk it out with a smart, funny friend.

You would qualify as a that smart, funny friend! :P
Jul. 6th, 2006 10:56 pm (UTC)
Thanks. Bad moods seem to be the watchword. I'm trying to break out of mine.
Jul. 5th, 2006 02:33 am (UTC)
I'm very much thinking of you.
I'm banging my head on the same wall myself...not the same as you...just making the same mistakes over, over.

maybe go for a little walk, get out of danderland for 20 minutes.
Jul. 5th, 2006 02:36 am (UTC)
you need to get out of the house. take sadie for a long walk and then watch birds. bring some bug dope. go somewhere without fireworks. tonight I am listening to talk radio and being weird as I can before the kid comes home.
Jul. 5th, 2006 02:39 am (UTC)
I was gonna work out today and do fun things today, too. Explosive diarrhea is making that hard.

At least I'm getting some laundry done.
Jul. 5th, 2006 03:12 am (UTC)
Sorry you couldn't come over today. We get why, with the not feeling well, but I can't help but feel like it would have been good to get you out of the house.

But hey! On the bright side...

Eh. I can't come up with a bright side right now. Feeling a little rudderless myself.
Jul. 5th, 2006 03:16 am (UTC)
Tried calling to let you know, but I got nothing but ringing phone.

I'll be out of the house for CONvergence. And in the meantime my room is clean. Er. Clean-er.
Jul. 5th, 2006 01:10 pm (UTC)
Ah. We were out and about for a bit flying RC planes and grabbing our now-legal copy of Doctor Who 2005. (All copies of it sold out at Best Buy before noon. Can you believe that?)

Back in my Pit of Despair (i.e. my cube) this morning.

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