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Internal drama, move along

Having a bit of a hard time with the whole loneliness thing lately.

Most of the time I try and avoid thinking about it because it really doesn't do anything except make me sad, but the last several days have been plagued with reminders that I am alone and the feeling that I am Untouchable.

I have several weight-loss goals. I have yet to reach the first one, though I'm closer than I have been for a long time, and I'll likely reach it before Omegacon.

The second is much harsher, and that is pretty much a fifty-pound loss from CONvergence this year. There is a particular reason for that goal, and I would love to be able to describe it, but there's a whole lot of depth there that I'd need to explore-- suffice it to say that it's a worthy goal no matter what. It's also freaking huge.

And now I must go away for a while.

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dddragonlady
Jul. 31st, 2006 11:05 pm (UTC)
you are very huggable.........
I am sorry you are having a hard time right now....
molasses
Jul. 31st, 2006 11:22 pm (UTC)
I wish I were so goal oriented. It's my new thing, actually, to try to set some kind of goal and then, perhaps even, attain it.

as to loneliness, I'm sorry.

I hope you know that a friendly, gentle, lovely woman for you is on my wishlist. I whisper it often.
I tell them
"send the marmot someone lovely"
and I have reason to believe they will.
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