Restlessness, anticipation of uncomfortable change.
So many of my friends are having similar job-related angst. A lot of it seems to stem from similar conditions: simple lack of respect for them as a human being. Simple things, like common courtesy. SOmetimes more complex things, like realizing that a person is not a machine.
I have my own set of angstiness. I'm pretty aware of where it comes from, and I try to fixulate it. Doesn't always work.
But I'm finding myself stalling. Squirrel dancing, thrashing, being exhausted in every sense of the word.
Gah. Maybe I need to stop for a while. But I don't know how to.