Tom Ramcigam (magicmarmot) wrote,
Tom Ramcigam

I am emotionally vulnerable today, but not really. I feel bruised in the ego, lonely and cold. I also know it's all just illusion, that ego is really meaningless, and that any loneliness that I feel is pretty much self-imposed.

I'm being down on myself for a couple of reasons, mostly doing with not following through on plans that I had made myself. They are important things, core things, and I haven't been very good at handling myself.

I am giving myself a bit of a free ride until after Omegacon. Not entirely, but this week is pretty much spoken for in the needs-my-attention department, and afterwards I can be a bit more aggressive as to my future plans. I pretty much have to be to get done what I need to get done.

Looking forward to the weekend in a very big way.

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