Tom Ramcigam (magicmarmot) wrote,
Tom Ramcigam

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Awake, and it's dark. Woke up thirsty, sucked down half a glass of water in one sitting. Had two more glasses just sitting here.

I wanna curl back up in bed and sleep more. I haven't really slept the sleep that I've wanted to because there has been somebody here since the vacation started, and this is my first day alone.

Alone. Hell of a word, that.

Sometimes I dream about you.

I dream that you live here in the box, live with me, not just around me, like you're a part of me and you want to leave but you stay, and I tell you that you can leave whenever you want to but you never go because you're afraid.

It makes me sad.

I don't want you to be a part of me, I don't want you to depend on me, I don't want you to be afraid. I want you to be strong, and loved and loving, and I want you to love me because you can, because you want to.

And I miss you. I miss your smile, I miss your laugh, I miss your warm touch.

It's just not enough.
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