I should instead be doing cleaning things today, but I'm just disgusted and disheartened, and I just don't feel like it. I'd probably start smashing shit, and that's really not what I should be doing.
Took Sadie for a walk. She was happy, and got to play with a friendly little puppy for a bit. I thought it might help to clear my head, but not even close.
Gonna make some lunch and maybe watch a movie. See if maybe after that I'm in the mood to do something of substance.