Woke up early this morning, like church-early. Since that is against my nature, I decided to nap a while longer, figured I'd wake up around 11:00 or so. I ended up sleeping until after 3, and woke up from some horrible nightmares, like feeling suicidal nightmares, like jumping off of building roof nightmares. That overwhelmingly suicidally depressed feeling has carried over into my awakeness. I'm gonna try and take the dog for a walk to clear my head, but the day is pretty much shot otherwise.