Tom Ramcigam (magicmarmot) wrote,
Tom Ramcigam

So it rained, and it got cooler, the skies a pretty blue with a few high cirrus clouds painted like frost on the windowsill. Then it clouded up again, sort of flat and dull gray.

I went out to the 'Sploder over lunchtime and just sat looking out over the swamp, listening to some tunes on the radio (89.3 The Current, if you must know). Helped me get a little more centered, but not really fixed, ya know?

I know what's missing, sorta. I know what I want, in a real basic sense. And I'm not writing about it here. It means I'm hiding again, from myself as well as you. And I don't like that. I don't want to hide, I don't want to have secrets, but I think this is something that I may find embarassing, or weak, and I've already filled my quota of weakness for the month, thankyouverymuch. I don't want to put any more thought into it because it's like beating a dead horse, only not as smelly.

And now the sun comes out, just a little bit.

So I wonder if chinese hot mustard goes with peanut butter.

Edit: answer hazy, ask again later.

Edit 2: Not really. They seem to be fighting for the same flavor, leaving the hot mustard as more of a bitter aftertaste. However, coarse-ground black pepper works wonderfully.

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