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Oct. 12th, 2007

Having a depressive episode today. I recognize it as such, and understand that it will pass. But today I am feeling deeply vulnerable, overwhelmed, sad, and the whole gamut of emotions that comes with depression. There's really nothing that I can do about it other than what I'm already doing.

Nothing much has changed since yesterday. I'm still on a reasonably good track in my life. There is sadness for friends, sadness for the ex-kitty, but this is not sadness. Nor is it weakness. There is self-disappointment, but it's logically discountable. The feelings have nothing to do with logic or rationality, they're not changed by knowledge or words, they just are.

I may well be subdued today. I don't really feel like being ebullient or playful. That may change later, but for now, I'm more wanting to hide and cower in the shadows.

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angelady
Oct. 12th, 2007 04:00 pm (UTC)
I'm no good with words. But I know how you feel.
luvins.
molasses
Oct. 12th, 2007 04:09 pm (UTC)
good morning, lovey,
thanks for your thoughtful answer to my question.
I adore you, marm, but you already know that.

breathe, peace, love.
luno
Oct. 12th, 2007 08:25 pm (UTC)
With an icon like that, it's hard to stay depressed.
scotia_girl
Oct. 12th, 2007 04:12 pm (UTC)
You are the Walrus? I forget the next line...
"Coo coo ca choo." *hugs*
loba
Oct. 12th, 2007 04:26 pm (UTC)
Don't know if it helps or not, but I hope it does:

Am sending **hugs** and thoughts of comfort and solace.


**morehugs**
scummyfred
Oct. 12th, 2007 04:27 pm (UTC)
Chin up duder:)
mysoulhole
Oct. 12th, 2007 04:56 pm (UTC)
this is completely inappropriate a response, but im inappropriate



feel better soon
scotia_girl
Oct. 12th, 2007 05:43 pm (UTC)
i. can't. look. away....
magicmarmot
Oct. 12th, 2007 06:15 pm (UTC)
I need one of those. But real.
molasses
Oct. 12th, 2007 08:48 pm (UTC)
cascadia
inked2x
Oct. 12th, 2007 05:42 pm (UTC)
hug?

take care .....
thinking of you ..
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