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Something of an emotional wreck today.

This is one of those "trough" days, a valley in the peak-and-valley rollercoaster of emotion that happens with depression.

Brain feels like mush, like thinking through Jell-O, unflavored and unspiced, dim and slow. I feel like I'm losing bits and pieces of memory, bits of how to be able to recall things, like it's at the tip of my tongue but I can't quite get there. So far it's not to the extent where I'm worried about early-onset Alzheimer's, but it's scary when it happens.

Depression and stress affect memory and cognitive ability too. As does diabetes.

Yeah, cognitive bump. Like making a simple arithmetic mistake in the bank balance. Whoops. Means that Christmas will be a bit on the skimpy side this year, like devoid of any prezzies. I'm fine with that myself, but I would have liked to be able to give some things to friends that aren't gonna happen in the soon.

Scrooge. Grinch. Bah, humbug!

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magicmarmot
Dec. 17th, 2007 07:51 pm (UTC)
She'd love having more room to run and chase bunnies.

I'd need a job, one that pays extremely well. And a place to build an underground house-and-studio-and-manufacturing complex that's close enough to urbia to be convenient for getting stuff but far enough away that there is land enough to do what I need to do.

Maybe I should apply for dual citizenship. :)
molasses
Dec. 17th, 2007 07:52 pm (UTC)
you should.
i'd marry you if it would help.
ignusfaatus
Dec. 17th, 2007 07:57 pm (UTC)
oh i would have so many excuses to come visit
molasses
Dec. 17th, 2007 08:08 pm (UTC)
we'd have to adopt you.
ha.
ignusfaatus
Dec. 17th, 2007 08:23 pm (UTC)
yes yes yes yes yes yes yes
magicmarmot
Dec. 17th, 2007 08:54 pm (UTC)
There would be chores, young lady.
quetz
Dec. 17th, 2007 08:22 pm (UTC)
magicmarmot
Dec. 17th, 2007 08:53 pm (UTC)
Oh dear god yes. That would be perfect.

Except for the $1.7 mil price tag.

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