Woke up this morning supercranky, angry at life the universe and everything. Wallowed for a bit, then hopped back into bed for cuddle time with the pooch, and managed to fall asleep whereupon I had some serious serious REM sleep and dreams.
There was cleaning the apartment, knowing that I had too much stuff, and considering finding a new place that was a warehouse. There were fights with the other tenants in the apartment complex because I had too much stuff and it was all over the place, and I got blamed for everything even if it was somebody else's mess. There was fire. There was abuse. There was anger, and bad relationships, girls flirting with me because it was "funny". There was dogshit thrown at me.
I woke up with a nasty headache, and a lot of unresolved feelings of resentment and anger. Gonna hop in the shower and see if I can chillax a bit.