And then there's the feeling of being punished for having done something wrong, without knowing what it was. I know that it has nothing to do with me, that it's completely circumstance and I am just a statistic born of a panic-driven business decision.
Knowing is not the same as feeling.
Then there's the feeling of being dumped, that somehow I wasn't good enough. And again, I know it's not true, but it's still there.
It's a murky day.