Your romance is more of a love that needs to bloom within, just like Hedwig of Hedwig and the Angry Inch. The film features an East German transsexual who is seeking her "other half" after constant betrayal. You must love yourself before you can need another. You're starting to realize this, along with the fact that you don't need a significant other to be a complete person. Your "other half" has been inside you all along.
Well, I'm back from the dark regions of eastern Tennessee, and in mostly one piece. It was an adventure, and I'm planning on writing a post, but it's gonna be a bit longer than usual, and I have some pictures that I need to get developed, so it'll be a day or two. Still pretty much recovering from the drive today. But good feelings, mwah.