December 10th, 2004


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I woke up and couldn't get back to sleep. 1:30 in the morning, fuck a donkey.

What is rolling around in my head so much that I can't sleep? Bits and pieces from work. Intrusions of angst and loneliness. Blobules of anger diffused through a thin veil of ennui.

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I'm blocked. I can't seem to let the monsters in my head out to play, there is too much grumpiness. I'm tight, not able to relax. I'd go read a book, but nothing interests me right now. Same with movies. Maybe I'll just go try to sleep again and see what happens.

Morning is gonna suck.
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    Andy Warhol -- Discordant Beeps