May 18th, 2005



I feel this pressure of deadlines that don't really exist.

I have the distinct impression that I need to have something completed
by the end of the month or thereabouts. Something to do with the house.
It's not an actual deadline, or at least not one that I can remember.
Just a vague feeling of unease and slight panic.

It might be a leftover of having to find a job, because this is about
when I figured I'd be running out of money. Or it might have to do with
the garage sale being at the end of the month. Or it might be the
hundreds of small jobs that are on the list of things to do, or the
vague sense of unease at being "temporary" in my own house.

I suppose I could organize and prioritize. It would probably make my
life easier, or at least offload all the crap out of my cobweb-infested
brain and maybe let me relax. I've been finding myself clenching my
whole body.

Maybe that's a good job for one of these rainy days when I don't feel
like doing the physical stuff that has to be done in the high-entropy
Big Broken Box(tm).

(no subject)

I'm a Droid!

Famous fellow members of my species:
R2-D2, C-3PO

My species' special abilities:
Memory holding, programmability, ability to use various tools and perform an incredible variety of tasks

My species' general role:
Assisting carbon-based lifeforms

Movies my species is in:
Episodes I-VI

What Star Wars species would you be?

Bleep, bloop, neep boop!

Live long and prosper

You are 85% Rational, 42% Extroverted, 14% Brutal, and 28% Arrogant.
You are the Robot! You are characterized by your rationality. In fact, this is really ALL you are characterized by. Like a cold, heartless machine, you are so logical and unemotional that you scarcely seem human. For instance, you are very humble and don't bother thinking of your own interests, you are very gentle and lack emotion, and you are also very introverted and introspective. You may have noticed that these traits are just as applicable to your laptop as they are to a human being. In short, your personality defect is that you don't really HAVE a personality. You are one of those annoying, super-logical people that never gets upset or flustered. Unless, of course, you short circuit.

To put it less negatively:

1. You are more RATIONAL than intuitive.

2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.

3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.

4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.


Your exact opposite is the Class Clown.

Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Hand-Raiser, the Emo Kid, and the Haughty Intellectual.



If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.

The other personality types:

The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

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You scored higher than 77% on Rationality

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You scored higher than 44% on Extroversion

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You scored higher than 8% on Brutality

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You scored higher than 22% on Arrogance
Link: The Personality Defect Test written by saint_gasoline on Ok Cupid
  • Current Mood
    apathetic apathetic

(no subject)

Woke up to pets wanting attention and food. Appeased their needs, then have been sort-of awake. Talked with athenaloba on the phone for a bit until the batteries went out. Made popcorn. Surfed uninteresting porn. Thought about watching bad asian horror movies. Need to sleep. Feeling disconnected. It don't mean a thang if it ain't got that swang.

Dancing with the random reaver, my soul sings soprano in a bottle let loose upon the ocean.

She smiles with the eyes of a predator, her touch like cold silk. "You smell like food," she says, "And that is a very, very good thing".