December 10th, 2005

insane

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It could just be something that is completely in my imagination. It could be purely coincidence and a series of events of a particular timing from a group of friends. It could be Deus Ex Machina playing fate hockey with me.

Or it could be that I've somehow become persona non grata in someone's eyes.

That makes me sad.

What would make me sadder is if she didn't feel like telling me that, and asked others not to say anything because it would hurt my feelings.

I might just be paranoid.

It might just be coincidence.

But it sure doesn't feel like it.
insane

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Good things about last night:

  • Jessica's boobs

  • Getting to see friends that I haven't in a long time

  • Having a chance to chat with Emily

  • Hugs from fumomma and missmollygrue

  • Pretty tasty food

  • Feeling like I was a special part of something

  • Coming up with imaginary scenarios about the "bimbo" table

  • Getting to know some new folks more


Bad things about last night:

  • Bounceholes (construct of assholes + bouncers)

  • Not getting enough time with MLRF

  • The check

  • Loud crap that made it impossible to understand anything

  • Not getting a chance to talk with friends that I would like to have

  • Awkwardly placed seating arrangements and high noise levels which made dinner conversation hit-or-miss

  • Feeling awkward and uncomfortable



Going off to see the Narnicles of Chronia with the NerdPod.

The sky is the color of my soul.

I am the walrus. Goo goo gajoob.
insane

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You Are Cupid

A total romantic, you're always crushing on a new reindeer.

Why You're Naughty: You've caused so much drama, all the reindeers aren't speaking to each other.

Why You're Nice: You have a knack for playing matchmaker. You even hooked Rudolph up!

And you're great in bed.