Too many things having to be scheduled in advance, things changing, too much reliance upon things that are only temporary.
The shed is nearly done. Bryan got almost all of the shingles up, and I finished the second (main) set of doors. One set of doors took me all freaking day, because I had to go back and trim them to fit several times, and I had to come up with an ingenious locking mechanism.
I have a better one in mind, but it will take some more doing.
I'm thinking of dropping my abstention/celibacy. It has served its purpose, I think. Not that it's going to make a huge change in my life, but I think it's not so critical anymore. I'll wait a few weeks to see if I'm still in the same frame of mind.
Sleep now. Exhausted.