Woke up at 4:00. It's like the world doesn't exist right now, like everyone is in a cocoon of sleep, and I'm the only one awake. It's calm and sleepy, and I feel like I have all the time in the world.
Illusion is soon shattered by vehicles driving by on the interstate, but it was fun while it lasted.
Thinking about art, and whether I can be an artist. I know I'm a craftsman and a technician, but those are only parts of being an artist. I have passion, and I have talent. But can I take those things and synthesize them into something greater?
It's more of a personal thing. I mean I do want to gain acceptance and adoration from my potential audience, but I need to satisfy myself first. And that's the hard part.