lonelyI just got some news that has affected me in a way that I didn't expect.
What I should be feeling is happiness and benevolence, and maybe a little bit of relief.
What I'm actually feeling is petty and jealous.
I'm better than that. I'm mature enough to let this kind of stuff go. Why the hell does it hit me like this?
Dammit, I'm really off-balance now.
