I'm slightly nervous about giving you your prediction. What if I say the wrong thing? What if I inadvertently use a word you don't like? What if I suggest something that doesn't fit your idea of how things should be? You are very keen, at the moment, to keep a difficult situation under control.
Really, you would be far better off caring less, worrying less and relaxing more. Let what wants to happen, happen. Regardless of what seems to be threatening you, nothing is quite as serious or as crucial as you fear.