Dammit. I need to get out and do some stuff. I've been cooped up in the house for too many days, and I need to take Sadie for a walk and play with her, but I'm in that goddamn weak-and-dizzy thing again, to the point of almost fainting when I'm standing up and walking around.

You know that feeling when you're falling asleep and suddenly you jerk awake with a jolt of adrenaline? That's what it's like, except that I'm awake when it happens.