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I may have to cut myself off for a while, become a virtual hermit. This whole YOUR LIFE IS NOW GOING TO CHANGE thing is pretty heavy-duty, and I need to do some preparation. Being snowed in limits what a lot of that can be, but some of it rather needfully involves internal house stuff.

I am getting too caught up in externals. I am too easily distracted by shiny things (or soft fleshy things) and am losing my ability to cope.

Not so much going incommunicado as just doing other things for a while, I think.

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themadblonde
Mar. 14th, 2006 08:42 pm (UTC)
well then...
productivity & safe journeys to you!
ignusfaatus
Mar. 14th, 2006 08:43 pm (UTC)
hugs
theatre_nerd
Mar. 14th, 2006 08:52 pm (UTC)
I understand. IM is always an option if you need/want to talk. *hugs*
lexinatrix
Mar. 14th, 2006 09:20 pm (UTC)
You've evoked one of the drama whore rules of teh Internets by announcing that you're leaving, you know. Later, doofus.
ignusfaatus
Mar. 14th, 2006 09:41 pm (UTC)
oh my. so many rules. glad I didnt know about that rule last week. rules suck
magicmarmot
Mar. 14th, 2006 09:48 pm (UTC)
Not so much drama whore as attention pig.
ignusfaatus
Mar. 14th, 2006 10:04 pm (UTC)
so now having an LJ is tantamount to conceiving a child? and its a moral failing to abandon it? oh fun
magicmarmot
Mar. 14th, 2006 10:11 pm (UTC)
Huh? Wha?
avindair
Mar. 15th, 2006 12:03 am (UTC)
Yeah, I understand.

I've been having really sad feelings about leaving my current gig. Totally blind-sided me. I finally figured out that it was because I've been there more-or-less since I left Acxiom in September 2004.

Fifteen months. Not a long time, but long enough to know the place and its quirks.

Thing is, what I'm really missing is my gig at Acxiom. I deeply, deeply regret ever having left the job. Sure, the 2-5 AM work hours sucked, but the boss was great, the pay was fantastic, and I was treated like an adult. And I gave that up for...what?

Feeling rudderless. Frightened about the new gig, because it feels like several steps back in a lot of ways. Worried I won't be able to pull it off. Worried at how I'll like it. Worried about SpousalGoddess getting her gigs lined up.

Worried.

molasses
Mar. 15th, 2006 01:19 am (UTC)
varmint, I don't deal well with the cessation of marmotage.
Are you OK?
I am your little buddy who loves you.





(when one googles "cheerleader", one gets adult content.com)
magicmarmot
Mar. 15th, 2006 01:21 am (UTC)
Not ceasing, just withdrawing a little.

I have some stuff I need to do.
molasses
Mar. 15th, 2006 01:23 am (UTC)
yeah, like move to Seattle.
thus begins the great westward migration.

come on, baby, I love you already.
magicmarmot
Mar. 15th, 2006 01:28 am (UTC)
There was a time when Seattle would have been my choice. I've become very tied to Minnesota now.
molasses
Mar. 15th, 2006 01:39 am (UTC)
Minnesota! what is it? potatoes? I really dont know what Minnesota is famous for.
pike? is that right?
we have trout. does that help?
magicmarmot
Mar. 15th, 2006 01:42 am (UTC)
It's not the fame. It's the people. Friends. Work. Connections to theater and filmmaking. Family.
molasses
Mar. 15th, 2006 01:42 am (UTC)
I know.
I know, of course.

a girl can try.
croonerboy
Mar. 15th, 2006 07:51 am (UTC)
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